Art Nouveau of Malificent
Black Sheep from Scott Pilgrim
Baa Ram Ewe!
I think suicide is tragic, sad, and quite stupid.
Yes I have had my fair share of suicidal thoughts, slumping into a depressive state I believed would never shake off me. I had to force myself everyday to chant, “Live for yourself and not others. If they don’t love you, they don’t deserve you.”
I had to find things that made me happy- books, music, and eventually leaving my hometown for one year of college. I had to free myself from others in order for that darkness to flee.
If someone I knew considered suicide, I would try my hardest to show them they were worth being in my life. That I loved them being with me. I would try to get them help one way or another.
I’ve been emotionally and physically abused before, by two relatives and from myself.
It’s a hard path to walk by yourself.
If they had committed suicide, I wouldn’t know what to do, besides trying to sew the gaping hole that they left in my body. I would be devastated, blame myself and fall back into depression again.
Suicide never really solves anything. It’s something that takes from you and destroyed more than you can even imagine.
(Probably gonna be told I’m some ignorant dunce who needs to shut up and jump off a cliff, huh?)
I’m a bit sad, but I’m not goin to lie: I saw this coming when Gerard had a baby and Bob Bryar left the band. I will miss the anticipation of a new MCR album; the sweet crackle of ripping open plastic and shaking hands to put a disk in the CD player. When I was still in college, a friend put Killjoys on my iPod. As I listened, it was like they were saying farewell to me, and I felt happy for them. I still have the memorie of their music slipping in my mind to comfort me in a rough spot. They may never know me, I’ve never been to a concert or a meet-and-greet, but they gave me fond memories. I wish them well in this world ahead of them.
DAY WAS MADE!
I’ve seen my share of “fake geek girl” shaming, and just thought having a Fairy Gamer Momma to come to the rescue would be nice. I know they exist, I’ve met plenty who are amazing and could beat my ass at any version of Mario Kart. Give the Gamer Momma in your life a big hug! :D
A taste of your own medicine.
If it’s Male: Carl
If it’s Female: Carleeta